I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. For some, quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost; some grow old, rich with lovers and triumphs, tastes they have swallowed, bodies they have swum up like [...]
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Posted in thoughts, feelings, confessions on November 6, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
The Past – thoughts from an afternoon – Part 5
Posted in thoughts, feelings, confessions on October 30, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
What I long for are those quiet moments where boundaries dissolve into a delicious all-encompassing oneness, and there’s the peace of mind that comes from knowing that you are here for me whenever for whatever. That you’re proud to be my man and want to share it with the world. I want our great conversations [...]
The Past – thoughts from an afternoon – Part 4
Posted in thoughts, feelings, confessions on October 30, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Never before have I realized that love, like everything else in life that really matters requires serious genuine effort. Muas and holds and nights and mornings wrapped in each other go a long way toward making love last, but they aren’t enough by themselves which is why occasionally our relationship is almost as exhausting as [...]
The Past – thoughts from an afternoon – Part 3
Posted in thoughts, feelings, confessions on October 30, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Sometimes the dark, angry cloud evaporates as quickly as it built up, and all is forgiven and forgotten. And sometimes it doesn’t – in which case, heartache is a certainty, and tragically,sometimes for me it feels like we, two-people who seemed so right for each, now have my hopes and dreams disappearing. Sometimes the power [...]
The Past – thoughts from an afternoon – Part 2
Posted in thoughts, feelings, confessions on October 30, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
In its early states, love is beyond wonderful. Each moment together feels like a passionate, magical embrace. We exist together in perpetual sunshine and feel as though our feet are a few inches above the ground. So our perceptions of ourselves and each other might have been a bit idealized. We tend to forget that [...]
The Past – thoughts from an afternoon – part 1
Posted in thoughts, feelings, confessions on October 30, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Love inspires us to do great, beautiful, terrible things and a bunch of weird and stupid stuff. That’s because when we fall in love, our reason and perspective become distorted, and we discover the lover’s paradox. Suddenly, we have clear purpose, but we suffer overwhelming indecision. The affectionate attention we receive means we feel more [...]
A Melancholy Heart
Posted in thoughts, feelings, confessions, tagged anthologies, byron, composers, history, hopeless romantic, keats, kindred spirits, love letters, melancholy, poets, romanticism, shelley on December 7, 2007 | 1 Comment »
I am moved to tears quite easily. music, poetry, prose, films, a glance, a string of words, a particular touch, a sound, a smell, an action.
I collect love letters; published anthologies of love letters from notable people in history – poets, playwright, politicians, composers, scholars, philosophers, teachers, lovers and friends. They write in [...]
“All my joys to this are folly, Naught so sweet as melancholy” – Robert Burton
Posted in thoughts, feelings, confessions, tagged heavy heart, melancholy, robert burton, sad, tears, victor hugol on December 7, 2007 | 2 Comments »
… and Victor Hugo once wrote that ‘Melancholy is the pleasure of being sad’.
Is it true that there are those who actually enjoy tears, or a heavy heart?